恶魔的眼泪 The First Drop Of Tear Of Devil

This is my every first poem I ever write~
It also can be a lyrics, but i dint write a melody for it.

This poem talking about a devil who live in the bottom of the world,
look at what human done to the earth and themselves.
Lastly, the devil drop his first drop of tear because he feel so pity for earth and human.


站在世界的最低部
抬起头 看到的
尽是狡猾奸诈的人
和一栋比一栋还要高的建筑物

为了胜利 为了荣誉 为了钱财
人们不惜伤害他人
贿赂 欺骗
有的还不惜出卖良心

一栋比一栋的建筑物
接二连三的出现
毁了上天所赐的大自然
一步一步地把地球逼向思路

这一切的一切
为的就是碧天还要高的地位
比神明还要好的生活
和向宇宙一样无限的荣誉

愚蠢的人类
在他们伤害地球的同时
也伤害了自己
愚蠢的人类 可怜的地球

站在世界最低不得恶魔
世界上最邪恶的恶魔
为了可怜的地球
留下第一地的眼泪

城堡里的公主

城堡里的公主

望着城堡里一层又一层的围墙
看似用来预防外人侵袭的围墙

可是
在公主的眼里
围墙更像是把人关起来的围墙


城堡里的公主
看着在窗外自由飞翔的鸟儿们
好像鸟儿们是为了自由而生的

可是
在公主眼里
鸟儿们却像为了讽刺她而生的


城堡里的公主
瞄着在街上一起玩耍的孩子们
仿佛全世界的快乐都给了他们

可是
在公主的眼里
他们像是偷了她的快乐的小偷


城堡里的公主
瞪着正在工作的国王还有王后
像是忘了自己已经拥有了很多

可是
在公主的眼里
他们更像是忘了这位可怜公主

My Prince

Today, at dinner time.


Don't know why suddenly my parents talking about my future-husband.
They said they don't want me to be my husband's house after my marriage cause they will miss me. Then they said my husband must come to MY house. Which means I MARRY HIM not I marry TO him.

I don't like it, or you can said that I HATE this suggestion.
This make me feel like the boy have nothing but dependence to me.
I don't like the boy depend on girl.

For me, I feel like boys must have their own job and a stable income.
Boys must always think to reach a higher target.
I think this kind of boys will attract me most.

Princess Temper

Holidays... But most of the time I was doing nothing.

I want to help my parents but they won't order me(because they know that I don't like to be order...), then I don't want to ask for work myself(because I feel so embarrassing...).
So day after day, I do nothing AT ALL!!
When I heard or watched my friends all get their own job and working so hard I feel I so useless and helpless.
I hate to be like that... I hate I can't do anything...
I want to help, I really did. But I just cant open my mouth to please my parents.
I sure if I ask for, they so happy to arrange a job for me.
My parents need a receptionist or a office girl.
I think I can do it, but... I just can't ask my dad give me that job.
Haih... what can I do? I don't want to be like this anymore...

New Year, New Wish, New Life

1/1/2010
Afternoon, me and my family went to Pantai to visit my grandmother. We have our lunch at there, Sea Food~!! The sea food over there really are nice~!! After delicious lunch, we went to my grandmother's house. We stay there about 2 hours only. On the way home, we went to buy something for next day BBQ. I don't know what it's name in English, my family usally call it "Cai Luan". Around 5.30 p.m., my third brother and second brother and I went to Tesco to buy all stuff for BBQ party. Then when we get back home, my mom had cooked something delicious for dinner, CRABS(we bought it when we on the way home from Pantai.)!!! After dinner, my parents when to a funeral then the rest of us when to Taiping Sentral for movie and roller skating(again~). About 1.30 a.m. only we get back home~


2/1/2010
Morning, I followed my second brother to pasar to buy some vegetables to make salad for BBQ later. This is the first time I and my second brother alone to do something, I quite happy and nervous(I don't know why.). Afternoon, we take a rest. Evening, some of our friends already reach my house to help me out with the preparation(I really appreciate thier helps~). Then at 7.00 p.m. we started to BBQ. That night is so fun~!! Theres around 30 people who came. We eat and chat all night long~ 12.00 a.m. the party overed, and we started clean up until 2.00 a.m..

3/1/2010
Nothing I can talk about, because most of the time I was sleeping...

4/1/2010
Today is the day that my yougest brother went to PLKN at Kedah. He leave home 8.30 a.m., I dint sent him to bus station.
After lunch, my second brother when back to KL.
The end of this week, my third brother will go back to Kampar to continue study.
Next(maybe another next) week, my parents going to China for visit.
Leave me and my big brother at house. But my big brother more busy with his work, so most of the time I will be alone...

Well, That's all for pass few days. Now let talk about my new wish in 2010.

  1. Don't want be a princess. (means I want to be strong, to do things alone. I don't want to base on other people.)
  2. Get A in my exam. (any exam, atleast once.)
  3. Save RM 1500 in my acount.
  4. Complete my own novel.
  5. 20 followers follow my blog.
  6. In relationship.
  7. Have my own laptop.
  8. Have my own camera.
  9. Lose weight...
  10. Organize an event.