L.O.V.E

Ah... Exam coming... But most of my class go to school not for study... We all talking about RELATIONSHIP at class... Gosh...


We all digging our classmate "love history"... First, yesterday, we "interview" DJ about he and his girlfriend. Asked him about how he met the girl, what they did and who is his first love. He said that now-girlfriend is not his first love. There is another girl. He propose to her once, but she din't not accept him... Poor guy... But now they are friends.

Then next we turn our head to another person. She once couple with our another classmate... But few months ago( maybe few weeks ago), they( actually not they... is CL did it ) announce that they break up... It really shocked us... Cause they din't look like they break up... She said the reason they break up is the guy lied to her about he went out with other girls.

Today, we "interview"( more like teasing ) another classmate. I don't know how actually this tease-thing started. Teasing about he and Another girl in the class... Then we all teasing him but many ways... Like teached he how to propose to the girl, and force him to talk the feeling about the girl and etc... quite fun actually... XD

In my opinion, LOVE is a part of student life. But what actually is LOVE? They said there is no "correct answer" for that question. But for me, I think LOVE is a feeling when you met someone. What feeling? The feeling is your heart suddenly pump very fast, your face blush suddenly, next your hands went cold like ice. Then you don't know what to do and what to said. Agree?

My Birthday

Talking about my birthday, which is yesterday, I quite happy~

Got alot of friends sent birthday wishes to me~
Although that day afternoon I have to go to tuition and take my chinese test, it din't let me down.
after the tuition, me and my family go to Sushi King for dinner then have a movie~
Thx friends~

I'm Fine

朋友们,我很好。也许是生日快到的喜悦,也可能是时间,我现在没有再胡思乱想了。我现在心情也很好。我知道你们担心什么,可是,现在都不用担心了,因为我是真的放下了!

虽然,这几天的心情都收拾好准备“迎战”了,今天,能和你们聊聊天,我现在心情更好了。我相信明天,你们还是会看到疯疯癫癫的我的!

还有,我很认真地宣布,我从来都没有男朋友!也许我跟某人很暧昧,但那只是暧昧。没有更进一步的关系哦!


给木头

我的声音在笑 泪在飙
电话那头等你可知道
世界若是那么大 为何我要忘你 无处逃
我的声音在笑 泪在飙
电话那头等你可知道
世界若是那么小 为何我的真心 你听不到

昨天在电视节目的时候,突然想起这首歌。
这首歌是最能代表我现在的心情。

“我的声音在笑 泪在飙”
朋友看到现在的我,我的确是在笑。还笑得很开心,很疯狂。可是泪,却在夜深人静的时候,飙得比飚车还快。

“电话那头等你可知道”
每天都会看着手机发呆,等着它哪天会响然后显示你的讯息。可是,每次想的时候,出现的不是你的照片,而是一只猴子。难过,失望又涌上心头。
虽然,我知道它绝对不可能现实你的照片,可是我还是很期待。

“世界若是那么大 为何我要忘你无处逃”
世界就是这样,当我决定走近你的世界的时候,我怎么都遇不到你。可是,现在我决定要忘了你,我每次出街都会碰到你。
如今呢?更好啦!我还知道了你在哪里做工,几点吃饭,在哪里吃,我都知道。这件事让我很为难。因为,你好像很不想见到我,而我会在你吃饭的时间出现在你吃饭的地方。我又不能不出现。

“世界若是那么小 为何我的真心 你听不到”
我的真心,我爱你的真心,你有试过去听吗?你听到了吗?你有什么反应?我想都没有吧?
我知道你有时要忙,所以我才决定要忘记你的。可是,我的真心不让我这么做。因此,我会把你放在我的心底的,木头!

告诉自己

告诉自己
感觉全都是错的
直觉是不可靠的
心跳不代表什么
就连心痛也是假的
可是 眼泪说明了 心痛是真的
心跳证明了 直觉是对的
直觉肯定了 感觉是存在的
而感觉的存在见证了
爱情绝对不会是假的
一直告诉自己
不要再想了
再想 他也不可能出现
再想 只会让自己更烦
再想 课本就读不完了
可是 脑海里出现的
不是课本里的解说图 而是他的样子
也不是课本里的要点 而是他的话语
脑子里根本就没有课本 就只有他
而手指也不听使唤似的 发短讯给他

不停地告诉自己
忘了他的怀抱
忘了他的温柔
忘了他的体贴
忘了他的全部
可是 夜深人静的时候
怀念的 是他那温暖又舒适的怀抱
怀念的 是他那时安慰着我的温柔
怀念的 是他那帮我点餐时的体贴
怀念的 是他担心又心疼我的样子

重复地告诉自己
我们的缘分也许还没到
因为他是回来了 我却要离开了
因为他有事业要拼 我却有课业缠身

又告诉自己
这也许是我一厢情愿的
因为他并没有任何的举动
因为他也没说任何的意见

再告诉自己
家人是绝对不会同意的
好姐妹是不可以背叛的
一个人的生活是可以的

所以
告诉自己
放开他是对的
忘了他是必要的
不要再想他是上上的选择

可是
放开他 忘了他 不想他
这些我都试过了
却没有一个我办得到

因为 我已经承认了
爱你的心 不是假的

海潮汇 音乐弘法会(Music concert)

Oh~ finally I get the chance to update my blog~
This is not easy, because my dad gave some work for me to do and teachers keep giving tests n tests... So I just can't get my hand free from dad's-work and st
udy and doing exercises.
Ok, now I want to share some picture I took during Moon Cake Festival(3-10-2009).

Function: 海潮汇 音乐弘法会(Music concert)
Date: 3-10-2009
Location: Taiping Town Hall
Time: 8.00 AM. to 11.00PM. (For me...only 3.00pm. to 5.30pm for going home to change cloth.)
Well, thats day I din get a chance to celebrate with my family because my parents attended a party and my brothers busy with work. So I joined,as volunteer, the music concert which organised by Taiping Buddha Society. This is a big function because the performers are came from all around Malaysia as well as the audience. That day is a very tired day... Running here and there, move this move that...
Well, that day we don't have much time for rehearsal, so when the time came, we all are very scared and tension. After the first song(by 275 people of choir performance), the second song's music was played. On the stage was 275 people plus 2 solo vocals. When the solo vocal sang half way, the music jamed!!! Then they started all over again. All the volunteers at the back stage were so scared. Luckily we ended the concert i the end~
Here is some pictures I took.

This is the picture before we started the concert and the performers having their practice.

This is the picture while the choir team performing. Well, I am the one who controlling the curtain, so I only can take picture from the back stage. By the way, I can't believe they manage to have 275 people on stage at once.
Although they are performers, but because the number of people is too many. So all of them are not allowed to enter the audience site. Therefore, they standing outside the hall all night after the first show, is about 1 hour. Plus, that day got rain at night. Quite pity them.

This one is after the last show they taking photo.

After the concert, there is a small autograph session of 释继程法师. That day I try to call Sifu to sign my cloth. But I din't.

Here is just outside the hall, selling some books, souvenirs, T-shirts and CDs.