公主的记事本

For me, to write a blog post, I need about 1 to 2 hours to finished it.

Because I want my post are detail and clearly state about my story.

This few days were busy about university application things...

Applying university and doing some research about some university and the course.

Therefore, I din't have much time to blogging.

Besides that, I not blogging recently because my dad needed the USB modem for his research.

My dad now very into his writing, he going to publish some books lately.

So every night my dad will use USB modem so I can't online...

Talking about university, I really did some research.

I had went to Study Link with my friends to looked for help.

Study Link had introduce me to Curtin Sarawak.

That university really nice~

They got many student service like transport and villa.

That university are very beautiful as well.

But I won't apply there... Because my parents are not very happy when I told them about this university.

At first, before I get my result, I wish that I can get University of Science Malaysia(USM).

But... After I get my result... I gave up...

So, I apply for other public university except USM, such as UUM, UM, UTM, and etc..

Honestly, I don't think I can get any of university that I want...

Never try, never know, right? So I still apply for many famous university.

I also apply for private university as well.

Well, actually it is half private, UTAR.

That university is the only university that my parents keep encourage me to apply.

Because my brother are there, and it is near to Taiping and it is cheaper than any private university.

For me, I also got think that to further my study there.

My friends know that I been talking about to go study at there before we having STPM.

But now... I not so... Want to be there...

Asking me why? Actually I also don't know why I suddenly think like that...

Maybe it is because I think that everything had set. I mean, everyone(my family and friends) think that I sure going there and this make me feel like I just follow their thinking, not mine.

So I keep searching for other university.

At last... After few days of thinking...

Maybe UTAR is not a bad choice...

Firstly, many friends of mine are there as well.

My brother is there with me then he can help me out when emergency.

Then live at there wont cost a lot of money compare with KL.

Last but not least, it is near with Taiping, so maybe my parents can check me out any time,I not very wish that they will go that... But thinking that after I gone, my house just leave my parents alone... I quite worry... So Kampar is near Taiping, if there something that needed us to be there, me and my brother can be there as soon as possible.

Therefore, I just send out my application form for UTAR.

It can't believe that, I going to university soon.

I'm almost 20 now.

But I still feel like I just a little kid.

I refuse to grow up, but now... I have no choice...