This Is It~!!

This Is It~!! Today is the day~!! The last day of 2009~!!!

Do you have any plan for tonight? Going out for count down? Go out play fire work? Or just sitting at home watching TV?

If you haven't plan anything, here have some idea for you.

If you plan want to go out for count down, you can think about having the same plan with me~
I following my family to Rakan Mudah. I heard that there having street dance competition then afterward we count down at there. This will be my first time count down new year at other place than my room~ So excited!!
But if you don't want to go there, you feel want to play something, then you can go t oTaiping Sentral Roller Skate Center play and count down together~ As the information I got, now they having promotion~If you 5 people go there they will free 1 person~ So you can go there withe 5 of your best friends~

If you bought fire work(or just want to watch fire works), I suggest you go to Taman Tasik Taiping~ I sure there got alot people playing fire work therer.

If you don't think want to go out, you can open your TV. I suggest Channel 317(on Astro), TVB asia. The channel will live from Taiwan. Lots and lots of Super Star will many songs and dance to count down with you~

So what's your plan?

Introducing The Naughty Princess

Yes, I changed my blog... again. I hope this is the last time I change it. Actually I changed so many time because I not really happy with the old blog, it seem to be so simple and nothing special. So after a few day of thinking, finally I used "Naughty Princess" as new so-called-me.

So let me explain why I am a Naughty Princess.

"Naughty", is one of my characteristics(almost all of my friends agree with it... XD). I'm playful and "tricky". Besides that, I'm naughty because I not a good girl. Always make troubles to everyone, I don't like to listen to the other and I don't do things that people called me to do. I may not the most naught good, but I'm naughty enough for myself(and my parents).

I am a Princess, but you no need to call me "Your Highness", cause I'm not the real princess. I mean I almost like a princess. I'm the only daughter to my parents, so when I small(even now), my parents still love me and take me as a princess.

In the movie, the princess always not allowed to go out but stay in the castle whole day(or life). My life almost like them. Castle is my home, and I hardly go out with friends. No shopping, no movie, no party with my friends. But now these days, it seem to have a little changed. I can go out with my friends but not too late(about 6.00p.m. need to be home).

So this is my "royal" life, a Princess.

Last Sunday Of 2009

Yesterday is the last Sunday of 2009. I enjoy it very very well~
Morning, I slept until 9.00 a.m.. That's is the most happier thing for me, cause I long time din't slept till that late~
Then after breakfast, go book fair buy books. My dad bought RM400+ books that day.

Then we move to Taiping Sentral to meet with my brother who working at there. He asked me to bring the santa hat that his girlfriend gave to me. I did so, and I wear(pin, more likely) it walk around the mall(as well as my brother). I can feel everyone are looked at us. I quite enjoy it~ XD

Lunch, at Sushi King. Cool right? I eta Sashimi like a hungry gosht~! XD
After sushi-lunch, me and my family went for a movie, The Treasure Hunter(刺陵). I kinda disappointed with that movie. The actors and actress are good, and the camera and effect are prefect. But the story is like a suck... The story line is not good, and it din't explain the myth but make it more worse... This is my opinion. I not recommend any of you to waste your money on it.

About 6.30 p.m., the movie is over. My parents are going back to home to shower and take dinner. But me and my two brothers stay at Taiping Sentral. For what? For Roller skate!! I din't skate since I'm in secandary school. Luckily, I din't forget all the moves~ I still fall few times, because I can't break in time and hit other people... XP But it still FUN!! When I accerating, the wind blow on my face, my body is cold from the outside but hot from the inside. I can feel the wind, and I'm sure that I was very enjoy in the speed! We skate almost 2 hours and 30 minutes!! Now my body is PAIN, but I still wanna go again.

About 9.10 p.m., my parents came and bring us to another movie, Avatar~!! I finally get to watch it. I went there so many times but I just can't get the tickets because it always full... The movie is awesome~!!

12.00 a.m. movie over, I was tired and my legs are barely to move(2 hours non-stop skating...), but I was so happy~!!

To Santa Cluas

Dear Santa,

In the traditional way, I think I have to send a greeting card or letter(hand writing), to the north pole so that you will receive my wishes. Well, now is 2009, so I think I no need to do that because here got a better way to connect with you, INTERNET.(Don't tell me that Santa don't have any laptop or desktop or said that north pole are no signal of internet... If there really Santa have nothing to online, well, FIX IT, Santa~!!)

It seems a bit late to tell you about my wishes, but the technology in this century, I believe you can make it before tonight mid night.

So, here is my wishes~
1. Enter University
2. My parents health better than me~
3. My friends always happy~
ok, here are all my wishes, continue are list of my most-wanted-presents~
4. Lots and lots of story books
5. Pendrive
6. iPod shuffler
Hmm... what else....
8. Laptop!! (I want brand new, please... not my brother's and pass to me cause he get a better 1...)
9. Wii
It is me or everyone can see that the price of my present is getting higher? Then I should make my last "present" a bit cheaper...
10. New Cloths~

So, that's all... For now...

Last thing, Santa, if you think that I good enough to receive more presents than what I listed, please just send me the present. I always welcome you to visit me anytime~


Your Dearest And Most Good Girl,
Candy

Changing

Wow~ Finally, I done changing my blog~

Feel different? Totally~
Well, this new template feel abit... mature, I expect, than the last one.
I change my blog header as well.
Journey Of Growing
Means I want to be mature.
But some of my blog accessories look cute and childish.
Well, I cant avoid that...
They are sooooo cute!
Some times grow up seen so... scary. But none of us can escape from it.
I remember that 1 of my friend told me that he miss his child hood. But we can't get back to our childhood.
This remind me a phase:
"时间之所以宝贵是因为它不能重来。而庆幸的事,它不需要重来。"
"Time Is Valuable Because It Can Not Be Reverse And It Don't Have To"

My Holidays~

Before I sit for exam, I was so happy planning for my coming holidays. Here is my plan:

10/12/2009 - Right after the exam, going to watch movie
14 - 15/12/2009 - Going Bukit Larut with friends
19/12/2009 - To PWTC for education fair
20/12/2009 - UTAR open day (Kampar Campus)
21 - 25/12/2009 - Join the buddhist camp
27/12/2009 - BBQ family party at home
* Still have some activities I planed but not listed because I not confirm the date.

But now... Dec almost over... Just half of the activities went accrounding to the plan.
Movie, I did went with my friends. We watched Storm Warrior 2(Bored movie). But when I get back, I get scold. Who scloded me? Who else, my dad. Why? Because I went out for movie with my friends. I think some of you who reading this post sure thinking :"What? Watch movie with friends also cannot?" In my family, YES, I can't do that. Because watch-movie is a family-activity. Means I only can go watch movie with my FAMILY. Be honest, before that, I went to watch movie SECRETLY. Which means, my parents know that I went out with my friends, but they don't know that I go watch movie, because I din't tell them. That day, I inform them after I went back home because I tire of lie to them. So, after that day, I was grounded...

Since I was grounded, then my Bukit Larut trip... I was force to canceled it with my friends... I sure that they was so angry with me... But I can't do anything. Well, I guessed they also din't care...

Then the camp, I think something had gone wrong some where, in the end, I not in the list who going to join the camp. So I not allowed to join the camp... Haih...

The education fair, no transport, then canceled... again... But I did went to UTAR Open Day~
I visited almost whole UTAR(Kampar Campus). The compound are huge~!! The most awesome is all the building are around the lake!! Wherever you are, you can see the beauty of the lake!! Besides that, there got many many garden too. The university is beautiful~ I love it~!! Talking about UTAR, I was decided I will join degree progarmme in commerce accounting in May.

Then the coming BBQ party, I hope I can do it as I wanted. Me and my brother were plan to have a party that not only BBQ but also steam boot~ And we wanna try some thing new~ What's new? New recipe and that is... Whitefully(my dad's product, it is a milk powder) Chicken and Slimme(also my dad's product, coffee which make you slimmer) Chicken~!! I don't know how it taste, but brother said not bad~

Well, that's my holidays so far... I quite enjoy some it~ How about your holidays?

Just Post

1st post after the exam.
My holidays are not that happy as I thought.
Still working and working and banking.
Anyway, I still have fun times too~ Although I had canceled almost all my holidays plan(thanks to my parents).
Well, I will not on9 so often like I used to be. Firstly because I don't have computer to on9(2 bros are fighting for 1 laptop with me...). Secondly, I don't have that mood(because I have plenty of CDs, I mean drama, to watch!!!).
But whenever I have been to any events, I will snap photo and upload to my pages(Facebook, Friendster, Blogger) to share with every1~

To All My Fellow Friends,
Keep In Touch~!!! And Never Ever Ever Ever Forget Me~!!!

Exam Still Going On

23 Nov 2009

Having Pengajian Am Paper 2 (Essay)...
For me, the exam is not that hard...
But I was so angry with myself!! That day, when I first looked at the paper, I am so sure that No. 7(graph bar) I know how to do, I even study it before I entered the hall!! But I leave it to the last... Then I finished all the other section, I only left 30 mins for construct the table and graph. I was SOOO PANIC!!! My hands are shaking as well! Then when I read the text, my mind is blanked and chaos... Then I give up the question I am SOOOO CONFIDENCE!!! Gosh...
Afternoon, having Chinese Paper 2. For me, not hard also. Only the second section I am not so sure because I din't study that part(Modern Chinese Literature History) XD


24 Nov 2009

Chemistry Paper 2(Structure and essay). The structure questions so freaky... I can't really understand the questions. But the essay questions still not bad... But too bad that I din't have enough time for essay.

But anyway, 5 papers are down~!! 5 papers to go~!!
Holidays~!! I coming~!!!

The Second Day Of STPM

Gosh... what can I said? Hmm... the paper was... super duper hard man~!

All I had study din come out... All the questions are those I din't study... XP
Plus I saw agnes keep writing and she wrote soooo long... make me more tension...
But I tried my best to answer all the questions... I din't leave any question blank... That's the best I can do...
Well... now 2 papers are down... 8 more to go... this coming monday got 2 papers... gosh... wish me luck~

1st day of STPM

Ah.... Today is the day... Is the big day for Malaysian Form 5 and Form 6 students. Yup... Spm and STPM started today~
I'm the only one taking chinese exam so I started the exam 1 day earlier than my classmate but I'm not alone(not really) because there are another 4 friends who taking the chinese with me and about 3 persons taking Tamil. So the hall is empty but it is not that empty(about 10 person)...
Ok... Talking about the paper, Its not bad for me. First I did the second part, ancient text. It usually is hard to read and understand but today's paper it not hard to understand but there is a little problem to translate it to morden text... So, it not bad...
Then the rest of the paper I just tried my best, hope I can get good result...
Last but not least, the essay, I quite happy about it. I choose the question was talking about the return of professional of Malaysia. Which means the Malaysia professionals do not want to stay at Malaysia. Luckily I watch news with my dad this few days. And luckily I go read the news about the Research And Development(R&D) of biotech that prime minister launch not long ago and the Dato' Wang Yan Yan announce that next year July, Aug and Sept are the period of our country 's arts festival. The purpose of this 2 events are hope that the Malaysia Professionals can come back to Malaysia~! Then I write all I heard and read and i manage to write until 1000+ as the question asked~ So happy~
But don't know why, after I finished the exam, I started to feel something bad... Like I wrong all the questions and I going to fail... Then I started to worry about all my answer... it make me so worried...
Well, its over now. No point I thinking about it anymore.
Here is my time table of my STPM

18 Nov > 8.00am. - 11.00am. > Bahasa Cina 1
19 Nov > 2.00pm. - 4.30pm. > Biology 2
23 Nov > 8.00am. - 11.00am. > Pengajian Am 2
> 2.00pm. - 5.00pm. > Bahasa Cina 2
24 Nov > 8.00am. - 10.30am. > Chemistry 2
25 Nov > 8.00am. - 11.00am. > Math T1
1 Dis > 2.00pm. - 5.00pm > math T2
7 Dis > 2.00pm. - 3.45pm. >Biology 1
9 Dis > 2.00pm. - 4.00pm. > Pengajian Am 1
10 Dis > 8.00am. - 9.45am. > Chemistry 1



P.S. My place in the hall is in the fornt!! I never sit so fornt before...

L.O.V.E

Ah... Exam coming... But most of my class go to school not for study... We all talking about RELATIONSHIP at class... Gosh...


We all digging our classmate "love history"... First, yesterday, we "interview" DJ about he and his girlfriend. Asked him about how he met the girl, what they did and who is his first love. He said that now-girlfriend is not his first love. There is another girl. He propose to her once, but she din't not accept him... Poor guy... But now they are friends.

Then next we turn our head to another person. She once couple with our another classmate... But few months ago( maybe few weeks ago), they( actually not they... is CL did it ) announce that they break up... It really shocked us... Cause they din't look like they break up... She said the reason they break up is the guy lied to her about he went out with other girls.

Today, we "interview"( more like teasing ) another classmate. I don't know how actually this tease-thing started. Teasing about he and Another girl in the class... Then we all teasing him but many ways... Like teached he how to propose to the girl, and force him to talk the feeling about the girl and etc... quite fun actually... XD

In my opinion, LOVE is a part of student life. But what actually is LOVE? They said there is no "correct answer" for that question. But for me, I think LOVE is a feeling when you met someone. What feeling? The feeling is your heart suddenly pump very fast, your face blush suddenly, next your hands went cold like ice. Then you don't know what to do and what to said. Agree?

My Birthday

Talking about my birthday, which is yesterday, I quite happy~

Got alot of friends sent birthday wishes to me~
Although that day afternoon I have to go to tuition and take my chinese test, it din't let me down.
after the tuition, me and my family go to Sushi King for dinner then have a movie~
Thx friends~

I'm Fine

朋友们,我很好。也许是生日快到的喜悦,也可能是时间,我现在没有再胡思乱想了。我现在心情也很好。我知道你们担心什么,可是,现在都不用担心了,因为我是真的放下了!

虽然,这几天的心情都收拾好准备“迎战”了,今天,能和你们聊聊天,我现在心情更好了。我相信明天,你们还是会看到疯疯癫癫的我的!

还有,我很认真地宣布,我从来都没有男朋友!也许我跟某人很暧昧,但那只是暧昧。没有更进一步的关系哦!


给木头

我的声音在笑 泪在飙
电话那头等你可知道
世界若是那么大 为何我要忘你 无处逃
我的声音在笑 泪在飙
电话那头等你可知道
世界若是那么小 为何我的真心 你听不到

昨天在电视节目的时候,突然想起这首歌。
这首歌是最能代表我现在的心情。

“我的声音在笑 泪在飙”
朋友看到现在的我,我的确是在笑。还笑得很开心,很疯狂。可是泪,却在夜深人静的时候,飙得比飚车还快。

“电话那头等你可知道”
每天都会看着手机发呆,等着它哪天会响然后显示你的讯息。可是,每次想的时候,出现的不是你的照片,而是一只猴子。难过,失望又涌上心头。
虽然,我知道它绝对不可能现实你的照片,可是我还是很期待。

“世界若是那么大 为何我要忘你无处逃”
世界就是这样,当我决定走近你的世界的时候,我怎么都遇不到你。可是,现在我决定要忘了你,我每次出街都会碰到你。
如今呢?更好啦!我还知道了你在哪里做工,几点吃饭,在哪里吃,我都知道。这件事让我很为难。因为,你好像很不想见到我,而我会在你吃饭的时间出现在你吃饭的地方。我又不能不出现。

“世界若是那么小 为何我的真心 你听不到”
我的真心,我爱你的真心,你有试过去听吗?你听到了吗?你有什么反应?我想都没有吧?
我知道你有时要忙,所以我才决定要忘记你的。可是,我的真心不让我这么做。因此,我会把你放在我的心底的,木头!

告诉自己

告诉自己
感觉全都是错的
直觉是不可靠的
心跳不代表什么
就连心痛也是假的
可是 眼泪说明了 心痛是真的
心跳证明了 直觉是对的
直觉肯定了 感觉是存在的
而感觉的存在见证了
爱情绝对不会是假的
一直告诉自己
不要再想了
再想 他也不可能出现
再想 只会让自己更烦
再想 课本就读不完了
可是 脑海里出现的
不是课本里的解说图 而是他的样子
也不是课本里的要点 而是他的话语
脑子里根本就没有课本 就只有他
而手指也不听使唤似的 发短讯给他

不停地告诉自己
忘了他的怀抱
忘了他的温柔
忘了他的体贴
忘了他的全部
可是 夜深人静的时候
怀念的 是他那温暖又舒适的怀抱
怀念的 是他那时安慰着我的温柔
怀念的 是他那帮我点餐时的体贴
怀念的 是他担心又心疼我的样子

重复地告诉自己
我们的缘分也许还没到
因为他是回来了 我却要离开了
因为他有事业要拼 我却有课业缠身

又告诉自己
这也许是我一厢情愿的
因为他并没有任何的举动
因为他也没说任何的意见

再告诉自己
家人是绝对不会同意的
好姐妹是不可以背叛的
一个人的生活是可以的

所以
告诉自己
放开他是对的
忘了他是必要的
不要再想他是上上的选择

可是
放开他 忘了他 不想他
这些我都试过了
却没有一个我办得到

因为 我已经承认了
爱你的心 不是假的

海潮汇 音乐弘法会(Music concert)

Oh~ finally I get the chance to update my blog~
This is not easy, because my dad gave some work for me to do and teachers keep giving tests n tests... So I just can't get my hand free from dad's-work and st
udy and doing exercises.
Ok, now I want to share some picture I took during Moon Cake Festival(3-10-2009).

Function: 海潮汇 音乐弘法会(Music concert)
Date: 3-10-2009
Location: Taiping Town Hall
Time: 8.00 AM. to 11.00PM. (For me...only 3.00pm. to 5.30pm for going home to change cloth.)
Well, thats day I din get a chance to celebrate with my family because my parents attended a party and my brothers busy with work. So I joined,as volunteer, the music concert which organised by Taiping Buddha Society. This is a big function because the performers are came from all around Malaysia as well as the audience. That day is a very tired day... Running here and there, move this move that...
Well, that day we don't have much time for rehearsal, so when the time came, we all are very scared and tension. After the first song(by 275 people of choir performance), the second song's music was played. On the stage was 275 people plus 2 solo vocals. When the solo vocal sang half way, the music jamed!!! Then they started all over again. All the volunteers at the back stage were so scared. Luckily we ended the concert i the end~
Here is some pictures I took.

This is the picture before we started the concert and the performers having their practice.

This is the picture while the choir team performing. Well, I am the one who controlling the curtain, so I only can take picture from the back stage. By the way, I can't believe they manage to have 275 people on stage at once.
Although they are performers, but because the number of people is too many. So all of them are not allowed to enter the audience site. Therefore, they standing outside the hall all night after the first show, is about 1 hour. Plus, that day got rain at night. Quite pity them.

This one is after the last show they taking photo.

After the concert, there is a small autograph session of 释继程法师. That day I try to call Sifu to sign my cloth. But I din't.

Here is just outside the hall, selling some books, souvenirs, T-shirts and CDs.



Selfish Love

Oh My God~!! My pen drive kena rampas!!

Today in the morning, the first period teacher is not entering the class then suddenly the prefects came in and said spot check...
I call my friend to copy some songs to me, because I can't find it... But I want the song so much, so I call her to help me lo... I thought today finally can get the song... but then... haih...
Then I try to lie so that I can get back my pendrive, I told the prefect my friends copy some files for the project but actually inside is nothing but songs and mini games...
After prefect check inside of the pendrive, they told me that my pendrive is nothing about projects so they had to rampas it.
Haih... So shui....

Well, don't talk about the sad things anymore. Today I going to share another video. It still is a guitar song. But this is more awesome than yesterday's video. It's a short video but triple the awesome. So, prepaid to be amaze~

The sound is abit faster than the picture, but its ok... Well, my dad is yelling me to do work now... I better be going before he grounded me from my computer....


Canon In Rock

Don't know whats going on with my computer... keep hang and hang and hang.... after restarted computer still hang... after hanging internet gone.... That's why I can't blogging yesterday. I think my friend are very looking forward for my post yesterday... Sorry if I disappointed you...


Well, nowadays most of us are facing exam, feeling stressed and pressure. So this few days I wanna share some video, which I think is entertaining, hope can help you guys to released some stressed.

So today the 1st video I wanna share is this one: Conan In Rock by Jerry.C.
This is a very common melody that we can hear it every day. But the guy, who playing guitar, Jerry C. rewrite the melody so that the melody more ROCK. Most importantly is it really nice.
For guitar players, probably very admire and jealous his guitar skill. Well, hope you enjoy the video~


New Template

As you can see, I changed my blog template and added many cute cute stuff~
Compare with the old template, this new template look more...hmm...what can I say...it look more refresh and happy~ Because the colour is more lighter and cute, I quite like it. My friends seems to like it too~
I changed my blog title as well. "Sweet World Of Candy", I changed it because I think this are more suit for the new template.
About the cute stuff i added in my blog, almost all of them are "import" from Taiwan, from a blogger who name Mirror. "She"I not really sure is she or he... introduce and design all this cute accesories. I choose to "import" from Taiwan because after hour of searching, only Taiwan's are most cute and suitable for my blog. It take a long time to search through all the stuff also, because it in chinese language... Most of my friends are not understand chinese. Luckily I still manage to get this stuff I added now... Only the countdwon piggie got chinese word, that is "日" it mean day.
Well, that's all I want to said about my new template. If you like itor dont like it please leave your messages and comment.

Your Comments As My Power To Continue My Blog~

I break my spec!!

I know what you want to say... You want to say:"Hey, Candy! What happened to your spec?"

Well, if you saw me today, you will ask 1 more thing:"What happened to your face?"

Ok, here is the story...
This morning my mum had put some herbs to dry under the sunto prevent it from fungi. Afternoon, there was a rain remember? So we had to remove all the herbs from outdoor if the herbs kena rain, it became wet and easier to attack by fungi. So I ran down stair and I get outdoor I forgot I holding my mobile phone and hand free along with me. So I put it in the car before I ran out for the herbs I use my own save to brought it, if it malfunction I will cry for it 3 days 3 nights. After I "save" the herbs, I came out again for my phone. That time when I came out, the rain fall heavily, so i careful take each steps. Finally, I get to the car! I move very close to the car try to make the car as the shield protect me from the rain. Why I high light the words? Because of that, when I opened the car's door... "Boooo..." The corner of the door "kissed" just right under my left eye and my spec break because when the car's door hit me, it fall down...

It really hurt even now... So Shui... After ward I still had to go to the tuition! My spec still can use but... call me to wear a cracked spec in front of my friends? I will not mind and wear it as usual lo... All my friends know I also so blur blur... If they tease on me? I already normal with it la! But there was bruise on my face!! That's what I care!! If it dint recover... It will become a scar on my face!! Wuwuwuwu... I don't want...

But people always when bad things happened, you should think on the bright side. So let's think on the bright side... If... If the bruise become darker and darker... Ops... this is not the bright side...
*Telling myself: Think other way!* Ok.... Since I break my spec... So... I need a NEW SPEC!!! That's it!! I going to have new spec!!! Wow~ *singing: I feel good~*
But pain change a new spec... I feel so not worth...
Well, at least I dint hurt my eyes.... Lucky...













what if...
I drop my hand phone instant of my spec?
Wow~
I going to have a new phone!!!
So should I plan next time how am I going to drop my phone?
Yes!
So....
What should I do so that my phone will fall?
Hmm... Thinking...

Flemington Lake View Chinese Restaurant

Today I wanna share about the new hotel that builded near my taman. But I not going to talk about the hotel but the restaurant, Lake View Chinese Restaurant (湖景阁中餐厅) I translate the name myself...

Well, there quite high class. The whole restuarant full with red and white and gold color. Total up, there are 20+ tables and beside the restuarant there was 3 rooms and inside the rooms have roughly 12 tables.

Then the menu is quite... normal... Only the name they change abit so that it sound more nice but actually you also can order in other restuarants.
So my dad order:
1. Cabbage with onion
2. Dong Po Rou its pork with saurce, I dont know what it call in english...
3. Steam fish I dont know what is the fish already...
4. Tuo Fo

Then the first dish serve is the cabbage, look no thing special for me. Next is the pork. The pork they serve with 2 small breads for you to mix with the sauce of the pork(the bread is nice without the sauce anyway) Then is the Tuo Fo. It is a fried tou fo. 1 thing they dissapointed me is they dint serve it with mayoness!! Last is the steam fish. Nothing special actually... Like the dishes we eat at normal restuarant.

After the meal, we going to pay the bill. I was shock! Really shock... In the normal restuarant, I think RM 48 something we can get the same things like the dishes I wrote just now. But we had eat RM 80+ for that! Gosh...

*I take photos of the restuarant, but now I dint have the cable to transfer the photos from my mobile phone. So I will post it tomorrow~

Driving All By My Own

Today is the first day I drove all by my own!
All this long, whenever I drove, at least 1 of my parents or both of them will sitting beside with me. But today, I drove alone, ALONE! No 1 else in the car with me! It feel SO... COOL!
Today morning I had my Chinese Class, but my parents had to came to factory before my class started. So they leave me with Proton Saga so that I can drove to my class in time then came to factory after my class. Well, after class I went to One Price Shop instant of factory.

Compare the experience of driving with my parents, I feel driving alone is more confident and relax. When my parents are with me, I was so... being control and pressure... Wonder why? Because my dad said a sentence that make me so control. And the sentence sound like this:"Your speed limit in this age is 20 km/h." When he told me that, I was like:"W.T...." Well, of course I dint speak out those words, I just whisper in my heart.(If I did so... wow... Can't image where I am now...) So I had to control my speed in below 40 km/h.(I sure many drivers behind me curse me a lot...)

This is a fresh for me, and I really enjoy driving alone!

Librarian Farewell Party 2009


Wow~ What a party yesterday. Our junior really did a very hardwork on the party. They decorate the school hall very beautifully~

They put a big ribbon behind every and each chairs that for outgoing members.

The booklets and invitation also very beautiful~

The best part is the comment board. They set a a board specially for other to write down what you want to tell that person then after the party you can take it back and look what and who write for you. This for incoming librarians.

And this is for outgoing librarians.

Thats what I got~

Well, there is some part are not like what they had plan, such as the performance. They plan after the speech is dance. But due to the short schedule and exam, they dint not have much time for practice so the performance had change to the video of a 16 year-old girl singing show. That girl really had the talented from the god! Her voice is so powerful! Too bad I cant find the link for that video.

After the show then is giving certificates and souvenirs.
Then is games, I dint take games picture. Because I watching they playing. So funny~
Then my mum called... I had to go then. Too bad I can't watch the slide show they did. But I really enjoy the party! Thanks Librarian Board for fill my Form 6 with so much of happiness!

*For more Librarian Farewell Party 2009 photos please visit my friendster profile.

~*Rain In Small Town Taiping*~

Almost everyday is raining. Morning the sun is covered by black cloud, afternoon the rain is started to drop, evening the rain become heavier than afternoon at night the rain din't seem want to stop.

So these few days the weather is so COOL~
Honestly, I not really enjoy it. Because I scare of cold. But compare with hot and sunny day, I prefer cold and rainy days.
But rainy days are dangerous thought. Because it may help H1N1 virus spread faster. So friends please drink more water k? Take very good care of yourself. Never ever give any chance to virus to near to you.

~*Math Test*~

AH!!!!!! I dint do well in my math... I thought I can remember how to do all the differentiation and integration. But I can't. When I look at the questions, I can recall some of it... SOME of it... Not all of it... The formula, I can write down, but I not sure it is correct anot.
Just now is about math 1, now talk about math 2. Math 2 for me is still ok, because I got study abit and only 2 chapters. Compare with math 2 and math 1, math 1 is quite easy(not for art classes), cause math 2 the questions very tricky... So in this exam, I put more effort in math 2. Althought I can't really understand the questions, at least I got somethings to write on the paper. Hope I can get a better result.
Tomorrow... DOOM! Chemistry and biology. 2 and the only 2 science subjects come together. But luckily, this test only contain objective questions. So no too much worries. Addition, bio teacher got told she set the past year questions, so study all the past year paper maybe got a little bit help. Chemistry... I had no idea how am I going to study it... I dint even know what to read also... SO... Chemistry... Bungkus...

~*Tired*~

Ah!!!! I can't study anymore!!!

Go to school, concentrate in class, it almost use up my energy that fully charged.
After school, waiting my brother to fetch me... 1 hour... 2 hours gone but my bro still haven't come... Standing there waiting... All my energy gone...
Finally my brother came, back to factory, if lucky, sleep sepuas-puas hati... If unlucky? Work sampai mati...
Then dinner, shower, watch TV(No TV No LIFE!!) a while, then start doing homeworks and revision until 12am.(sms in the same time...)
Wake up in 5 morning, memorize biology factors then shower, go to school...
Tired....

~*I Am Trouble-Making-Machine*~

I did a test, it test whether I am a trouble-making-machine. Guess whta? The result said I'm 99% is trouble-making-machine!!(Its that possible I am the 1% who are not making trouble?)

It said that I kind of very staright person, like to said everythings I want to say. Some times I was joking, but there are people mad at me because of my joke.
Its kindda truth somehow. When the sentence in my head it is a joke, and I never think others will take serious about that. But when the sentence came out from my mouth, everything changed. Some times I think I was joking, but people dont think the same way. For example, when I said I want that thing I dint really mean I really really want it(even I really want it, I will buy it myself). But the others will use their money just to buy it for me. I feel very guilty about it. It happened between me and my family/friends
Maybe is my words make people confuse or maybe the person is a very serious person.
It reminds me the words Pn. Hamia told the other day:

The most evil thing is nothing but human
The most deathly thing is nothing but MY WORDS!!

Anyway, if I hurt you, can you please take it as an accident? I really dint mean to hurt any of you, my very precious friends.

~*Another Boring Day*~

What a boring Saturday… From early in the morning, I came to factory with my parents… I was happy at first, because today my brother wont be around, that’s mean no one will fight with me for the computer!! But when I open computer and try to online, I am so disappointed. Internet was so slow… It take more than 5 minutes just to load a page. Some more after 5 minutes the page also not fully loaded! So I give up. Computer without internet it is not fun at all… So, my Saturday, first of August is a very boring day.

Then, after this I have a BBQ party actually. I was invited. But I can’t attend… Haih…

Another boring holiday…

To: Kelly

To: Kelly – My best friend ever

Subject: I’m sorry. I really dint mean to do it to you

Dear Kelly,

I know it was too late that I say all this. But I really want to tell you that how much I feel sorry to you…

First I want to explain the incident that cause I loss you, forever. But, somehow, I think it is a good thing for you to leave me. Because I’m not a good friend, I dint reserve to have a friend like you.

Last year, before you told me how you feel that person, I really don’t know that you possible feel that way. But then, this year when school reopen, our classmates (your ex-classmate) told me that everyone know that secret because it is quite obvious, the way you act. I was so shock that my classmate told me all this. Me, your best friend, dint notice but they can know everything even you not telling them anything. I am not a good friend.

Then when the incident happened (the sms), I will told you because you are the first one I can think of to discuss this thing. I thought maybe you can help me, I thought you already forgot everything like you had said. But you are not. I am so not understand you like I thought I was. That’s the main reason I hurt you so much, so bad. I am not a good friend, not for you.

Lets go back to last year again, my birthday. I know my reaction is a bit (maybe a lot) cool. It is not that I don’t like a surprise party. It just that it is my first surprise party I ever had. I don’t know what to do, what to said, and I even forgot how to smile. I know, I hurt you so much that time. I am not a good friend, not for you, and not for everyone.

Not only this three things I had did like killing you, there are so many things I did so wrong, forgive me. But at the same time, I thank you. I had learn so much things from you. For examples, I learnt how to smile when my heart is bleeding, how to hind my feeling, and most importantly, you let me know who I really are, how bad, stupid I am.

Honestly, the school life without you, is the most difficult school life for me. Every time, when I walking alone in the school compounds, you don’t know how much I miss you, how much I miss the days that you always beside me.

I write this not because wish you come back, it just I want you to forgive me. Hating people is not easy, so I wish you can just forgive (and forget) me so that you can be more happy. Last but not least, I am sorry I dint ask for you permission to post this letter.

Sincere,

Candy

* If you read this, please told me if you wish me to delete this letter.

~*No Time For Blogging*~

Maybe the exam is near so teachers keep giving homeworks. And some teachers try to finished the syllybus so they teached very fast... So I need extra time to do my homeworks and revision...

Addition, my youngest brother keep using computer(not using actually, is playing..) So I dint even have a chance to touch the computer... Sob...

~*Tour for my new blog*~

Here come my new blog!!

I quite like it... Cause it quite easy to use.

Well, lets talk about my blog title:"I can't say it out but I can write it down"
I got so many things I want to share. But can't find a way to do so. I scare that I used the wrong method to tell what I want to share then miss-hurt(mean accidentally) some one. Don't say that it won't happen. It always happened to me.
Thats the reason I start writing blog few years ago are because I find that I feel better when I write my story and let people look and share their comment with me.

After some time, you will find that the Candy you know in reality are different from the Candy in the blog. The one in school is so... fun, crazy, childish and happy. On the other hand, the one in the blog is like...sometimes so matured, serious and sad. You may ask:"Then, which one are the real-Candy?" I can tell you that, either. The outside-computer-Candy are the normal me, then the other one are the one who from deep inside me.
Anyway, the sad me will not won't come out as long there are nothing bad happen to me.